Sunday, August 9, 2009

So I have lost you forever. Now you are only a figure of my past, when you used to be my entire future. And all that time, we thought we were unbreakable, because we were so strong when we were good. We were each others strength. You may not be my lover, but you will forever be my best friend. And I wish I could tell you everything I feel, but I know that I won't. All I can say now is 'I'm sorry'. And of all the thousands of times you've heard it, know now that I am only sincere. And the world can say that I have it all, but we both know that that's not true. I will always be left without you. Just spare the words of 'I don't love you anymore'. I know you well enough to know. Please don't explain, let me continue dreaming. All I want to do is love you. And I always will, even if you won't let me, even if I know it's wrong. That perfect smile, those dazzling eyes, your lingering laugh. I will never forget everything that I never told you I loved. I don't know who I am without you, and so...I will stay.

Why does it always have to come down to you leaving before I say I love you? I know I'd never let you walk away, so why do I always push you 'till you break?

I know it wasn't perfect, but nothing ever is. You're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life. I just can't remember why we said goodbye. Everything I do leads me back to you. I know, I just can't let us go. There must have been a reason, but I can't remember now. You're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life.

I believe in your words and your eyes. And when you speak of your dreams, I realize that I will envy whoever you give your heart to. And I will never let you fade away. And I want you to know that I love you for all you are, and all that you will be. So in the end it's not just you with your memories and your scars. Fall on me if you ever forget how beautiful you are.

Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?

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