Relapse

She’ll give you everything you don’t know that you need,
won’t hesitate to take you on the ride of your life.
You’re so down and she’s the best thing you’ve ever seen.
You crave her, want her, have to have her…
Nothing else can give you that rush of fear and pleasure,
nothing else can make you feel so alive.
Once you get that first taste, she’s all you think about.
Beautiful, but oh god she makes you fall so hard.
You’re crushed, down for days and days
until you catch a glimpse of her again.
She’ll take you back into her roller coaster world.
You’ll never give her up, you’ll never let her go.
She’s one hell of an addiction,
and you’ll never be the same...


This is to empty warehouses and back alleys;
to grass stains on your knees and getting caught in the rain,
hiding yourself in corners and sobbing.
This is to handing over the control of your world;
to burying your heart in the palm of another's hands;
to the romance of hurting.