Sunday, August 9, 2009

Sleepless Thoughts


You are lost in this life, just as everybody else. But we all pretend we aren’t. And whatever we choose is the right thing, even when it's always wrong. But let me tell you as I once was told: there is no right and wrong way. There is no good and bad when it come to matters of the heart. There is no such thing as good and evil, because we will all be gone someday. And everyone tries so hard to get to heaven that all of us are just living to die. Everyone is lost in life. And the beauty of the burning sky is never the same as it was before.

But as today becomes tomorrow, all joy turns into sorrow. And after a short while, there are no more I love you's, no more tenderness, no more light. I have gone too far down the road that leads to desertion. I have opened my arms to fake love, to desperate love. I willingly gave my self to a hungry kiss that took my soul. And when she left me by the river, all alone under the pale moonlight, I realized then that she was nothing but a dream.

When I said I'd love you for eternity, I just never knew how true those words would be.

Now maybe solitude is the best option when my heart only aches for the hard work and satisfaction of an empty mind, an accompanied bed, and hanged drapes. But who's to know who my heart burns for? The mysteries of love are too big for reason. And one day it will all be gone forever; close enough to see, but much too far to touch. And one day she will be gone, and it is then that she will be all that you ache for. I never really knew who she was, and now I guess I never will. And this is my story.

My heart is yours; take it, destroy it, love it. I don’t care, I’m solely and completely yours.
We belong to this hell we call life, we believe in this love we call hell. And you will be gone, and this love will be gone, and preoccupied rain will fall. Don’t you doubt that, my love. Just give it some time. Enjoy the time before it all ends.

Yes, this is me. I am a lovefool

1 comment:

mel said...

Your words make me smile.