If you don't want to try again because you think that we could never get back to good, there is nothing I can do about that aside from tell you that I think, if we both worked hard enough, that we could get there together.
If you can't try again because you don't think you could ever trust me the way that you did or love me the way that you did, I can only respond with "I love you, always and forever, no matter what."
You are my best friend and I never want to see you hurting again. And it is for that reason that I know that I need to walk away. I know that I hurt you and I know that you have changed; we both have. But I am completely devoted to you and to him, and that is what makes it so hard to let it go.
I don't know where life will take us, but I am confident that we will always be the best of friends. Our friendship has lasted through all of this animosity and all of the hard times and I think that, while it definitely tore us apart, it somehow brought us closer together at the same time.
I love you more than you could ever understand, but beyond that, I can offer no more reassuring words. I will move on from what we had, and I will focus on the now: The friendship that I have the opportunity to build with you, the things I get to experience with Wes, and the way we will all grow together.
I know that I will never completely let you go, I don't think that's even a possibility. I can't give up on us because I wont give up on you. But I will live for the now, live for myself, and live for the ones that I care about the most.
I love you.
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