I Move for Only the Best

In recent times, many things have changed. Many things have come and gone, and some things have stayed the same. We have gone back on our promises, fallen from the safety of our morals, and walked far away from all of our ideas for what was supposed to be. But through all of that change, all of that animosity, and all of that hurt, I was always capable of loving you. I like to tell myself that you were always capable of loving me too, but different circumstances call for different thoughts, I suppose.

God knows that I have failed in more ways than one, but my love for you has never ceased. This is something that I want you to always be completely sure of. Even if you have no more love for me, I will always keep a place for you in my heart, this I promise. I know that I was the one who left, and I know that you say that I have destroyed too much to ever come back. I know that things are different; they have to be. When it all happened, I couldn't say when I'd be back, but I didn't say that I would go forever. I am here, and I will always be here.

It is true that sacrifices must be made to move onward towards the future. I have sacrificed a lot in the past, but one thing I am not willing to let go of is my love for you. I am all too aware that the elements of my love have to change, and I am making a promise to myself right now, as I write this, to try harder to change the way that I love you. I am not one to let go of things easily, so I know that it wont go down without a fight, but I promised you that I would do anything for you, and I will stick to that promise. I will love you in the only way that I feel like I can love you; as my best friend. You are, and forever will be, my best friend.

I don't think that we are at a place yet in our relationship where we can just be friends, and I'm not entirely sure that you even want my friendship at this point. We have a lot of things that were left unsaid, and a lot of things that may never be told to one another, but I can only hope that someday you will realize that I am here, through it all, only for you. And even if I have to love you silently, from far away, that is what I will do. I cherish you, I respect you, and I am proud of you, and it is for those reasons that I will always love you.

So if you need me, I am always here. I will not judge you, I will not abandon you, and I will not hurt you ever again. I am here, as a friend, wherever I can be. You are my heart and my soul, and that I something I can never let go of. You will never lose me as an ally in this life. You mean more to me than you could ever know, and I love you, always and forever, no matter what.