...Most of All...

So afraid of losing you

so I pushed you far away,

To stubborn to believe in you,

when you told me that you'd stay.

Afraid of saying something wrong,

I never spoke at all

But of all the words lost in my heart,

it's "I love you", most of all.

Poems I never gave to you,

songs I never sang to you,

moments I never shared with you,

I love you most of all.

Times I never spent with you,

gifts I never sent to you,

places I never went with you,

I love you most of all.

There's times that I just need your smile,

if only for a little while,

When I dream of us walking down the aisle,

I love you most of all.

Things I've done I can't undo,

things I've done that just hurt you,

I wish that we could start anew,

I love you most of all.

I dream that someday you'll love me, dear,

but the future now is so unclear,

just know my heart is so sincere,

and I love you most all.