Sunday, October 5, 2008

A 'High'tened Awareness

It was like I was dreaming, and life moved in slow motion. Every moment lasted for what felt like forever. I felt so light. And then I felt heavy. And light again. My muscles were tense. I focused on tiny things for a really long time. Things faded in and out. Every noise was magnified by 1000. There was transition in location, but I was not at all aware. I remember stop signs with no words. I remember everything and nothing at the same time. My arms ached, and then felt numb, and then felt tingly, and then ached again.
When I laid my head down, I began to have flashbacks and reoccurring dreams that I remember from when I was young. It was weird. Things moved in sequence. In a very meticulous pattern. Now I feel slightly nauseous, and my arms feel heavy. I think I am going to go lie down...

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